waiting like a wife for her husband's letters from war zone
waiting like a teenager feverishly for the phone call from her puppy love
I wait desperately for things to happen
to change my life which staggers at this point of time
all the anxiety brought by unknown
can not leave my heart alone
fretting appears, motivation almost disturbed, almost...
now depend on years of training
still tough as ever
through art, through creativity, I stand strong
the war will keep on
until a satisfying result