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How can I heal?

5/28/2015

I was open with you
Admitted that I was weak
Weak with depression
My heavy heart dropped onto the ground
You found a way to lick my wounds
To fill up my holes of emptiness
You simply held me tight
Tears washed away my sadness
It was easy to heal
With you by my side

I’ve found my summer again

5/26/2015

It’s winter
Wet and cold
But my spirit is not dampened
My heart is burned with enthusiasm
Warmed by those who were there
That night
A night which may be a turning point in my life

It’s winter
It’s raining
But it’s my summer
The sun is shining within me
The rainbow
My dream
All come together to me

Before, After

5/22/2015

Before,
full of zest I waited
I took out my glasses, just in case

blood rushed to the heart
a million ants crawled in my stomach
slightly gasped
may be I would be the next

fallen behind the flock—a flock too strong
like a deflated balloon
I put away my glasses
despair, but nevertheless
there will be the next season
the next attempt
I felt better
After!

when fate determines

5/20/2015

for all creature
the law of nature

the end of breath
lonely is death

when fate determines
loss is imminent

when difficult to strive
work for a balanced life

we come with expect
let’s depart with no regret

a compulsive liar

5/19/2015

a compulsive liar
he tags it on me
from bipolar disorder
to compulsive liar
ha! i’ve championed in shaking off bd
i too can shut him up from calling me cl
his accusations will make me stronger
and toughen me for the future
thank you! you rotten bastard!

Time

5/17/2015

Time in the past, depression
Time in the present, peacefulness
Time in the future, awaiting
Best to live in the moment
Past is echo in the memory
Conquer the future
Conquer Time

Down the curtains

5/15/2015

Once in a trance
Paradise here
Performance high
Bottled up pain
Released in jokes
Down the curtains
Closing the stage

it is ordinary

5/14/2015

it is ordinary as it is sweet
no mercy cushions
no mistake faints
sweetness exchanges
where rosewood encounters
lovely, lovely, lovely
girls and boys
wherever, whenever

if

5/13/2015

why do you have to make that jump
you leap into eternal vanishing
if and only if you ask us to lend a hand
it will surely turn out differently

now you hurt all those who love you
and all those who you love
the demon within you is not that powerful
if and if you acknowledge it

there are ways to fight against it
you can easily win over it
if and if you wish to

listen all, i have been there
and i am glad that i have survived
now i have won my war beautifully
because and only because i want to

i have found peace within myself
i have learned to let go!

hollow hulk

5/11/2015

dry desire burns
distinguished
extinguished
broken and lost
disguises in hollow walking hulk

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I started late to become a writer, after I graduated from the University of Auckland at the age of 57. It all began when one of my articles was first published in Muse, a magazine in Hong Kong. I just finished my first novel Tree which is about Chinese immigrants here in New Zealand. Being bipolar it hasn't been easy but I'm proud to have broken the vicious cycle and begin to enjoy life. I'm glad to have survived to this age and be able to live a most fulfilling life.

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