Inside

I saw him wrapped
in a swarm of bees
Frenzied,

I walked into a stretched stocking
a secret hiding place
Breathless,

I drank whiskey, vodka, brandy
got drunk and disoriented
Painful,

Frenzied, Breathless, Painful
felt all in one instance
I am  Longing, Suffering, Dying
Flashes of scenes in my head!