Confidence

I want to write something beautiful
But not in the mood
I want to feel good
But my head, my heart
Won’t let me
Love doesn’t come easy
It is hurting me
I know I should not write this poem
So negative
But I hope it will relieve me
From agony
This is almost the last trial
To bring back a good mood
A comfortable feeling
I have confidence to do that
(I hope)