Madness

Sometimes I just won’t give up and won’t let go. For example, the other day I was trying to upload a video with a song of my own creation onto Youtube, I've done that before and I could do it; but this time when I searched on internet to show me how to do it I found my age old computer is lacking one function which made it impossible for me to just follow the instructions and had it done. So I attempted other ways, I racked my mind and I believed I was so close to having it done. I refused to give up. I worked for hours in the morning and started again in the evening until 3:30 am, until I was so tired and I had to give up, I had to let go. I would ask for help and do it another day. This is real madness that I should not repeat, but this was not the first time, so I need to learn to let go when necessary.