I’m struggling with my health – the unbalancing, the funny and absurd feeling in most nights when I tried to sleep. Definitely I’m under some sort of control. Oh why start all these again?! Shouldn’t I be satisfied with what I’m able to do now?! Let it be or should find out why, may be the truth is too frightening.
Pieces of the puzzle have rained down on me these several decades and yet I cannot or I did not want to put them together. First I should deal with myself first, why the talking of love, of peace or any worldwide issues. If people want to destroy this earth because of greed, of hatred, of revenge – let it be. I’m just a piece of sand in the beach – my destiny lies together with billions of sand.